We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It’s one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it’s another to think that yours is the only path. —Paulo Coelho
There’s at least a little bit of each of us that envies the movie star and the rockstar. We want to be known. But more importantly, we want to be known and loved. In the world, we are often known and rejected, something that continually keeps us from opening up to other people. More times than not, that fear of rejection gets imported into our relationship with God. We try to hide from Him, too, but to no avail.
For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ … (2 Corinthians 5:10)
The word appear means to “be made manifest;” it means “to be turned inside out.” As Philip Hughes puts it, to appear is “to be laid bare, stripped of every outward facade of respectability, and openly revealed in the full and true reality of one’s character.”
That’s uncomfortable—worse than those dreams where you are giving a speech and realize you don’t have any clothes on. Those dreams are common among humanity, and people who analyze that sort of thing believe they reveal a common nightmare we all share: Being laid bare, inside out, naked and exposed… and yet that’s exactly what is going to happen to us when we stand before Jesus at the judgment seat. We are talking fully known by the Holy One of God. Shouldn’t that horrify us?
We need to think about this one, need to let the Bible put it in full perspective. Because, first of all, that’s the way we already are—we are already appearing before Him. Just because we don’t see Him doesn’t mean that He doesn’t see us. He does see us fully, exactly as we are right now, all the time.
You are fully known, and yet, if you are in Christ, you are fully, completely, categorically, unwaveringly, absolutely loved.
Jesus, I grasp onto Your promise that You will never forsake me, nor will You ever reject me. I thank You that You are with me, and in me, today until the end of the age, when I will appear before You, loved, just as I am today, because of Your grace. Amen.